Forever The Most Nervous Girl

Ja, ja, jag bor i Sverige, antagligen det med välbärgade landet  världen. Men det hjälper inte när man mår dåligt. När det känns som att hela världen är emot en. När man inser att enda anledningen till att man gör en sak är för att kväva sina känslor. När man känner sig övergiven och överflödig…

Det hjälper inte att någon ger dig en komplimang, för du vet att det bara är för att vara snäll, och inte för att hon menar det… Det hjälper inte med snälla ord när hjärnan bara tar emot elaka!

Det hjälper inte ens att lyssna på favoritmusiken längre…

Det enda som faktiskt hjälper är att fortsätta kväva känslorna och tårarna. Gör det jag är tvungen för att kväva tankarna!

Just keep pushing on.

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You Ruined My Day

You know this scenario:  the boy who you are in love with looks at you and after that you can’t think of anything else for the rest of that day?

That’s what happens to me too often…

You Ruined My Day

Verse 1
I used to have, top grades in school, but lately, that has changed.
Every single, word the teacher, said got stuck, straight away.
But not anymore, now everything, slips right, through my head.
I just can’t, focus on, what they say, my mind is away.
My friends they ask me, who I am, and what I did, to Ellie Jay.
Answering, “Huh?” trying, to shake you off, off of me.

Chorus
You ruined my day, with your smile, with your eyes.
You ruined my day, when you looked at me.
You ruined my day, I can’t think, of anything else.
Yeah, you ruined my day, with your smile, with your eyes.

Verse 2
You said to me, that when you feel, what we feel, you shouldn’t hide.
You asked me to, come with you, so to my mum, oh, yes I lied.
We drove away, far away, to a place, I hadn’t seen.
Hours passed, and cars went by. You held my hand, was it a sin?
I knew that you, saw my doubt, tried to hide, my disbelief.
But your glance, erased my thought, and I got full, and drunk of you.

Chorus

Stick
I just can’t believe you looked at me.
No, I just can’t believe you looked at me..
And you don’t know it but, you ruined my day.
With your smile, with your eyes. You ruined my day.

Chorus X2

Outro
You don’t know it but, you ruined my day.
With your smile, with your eyes. You ruined my day.

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I’m Gonna Forget You (Someday)

I had a crush on a boy for about 4 years, but I managed to forget him and leave it behind me. But apparently I just buried him behind my heart and now my feelings are beginning to walk back to me. I hate it! But he is just so special! He just is! And I still hate it!

But I’m going to forget him, someday…

I’m Gonna Forget You (Someday)

Verse 1
Since you got stuck on my mind, my life’s been a mess.
Your beauty’s undeniable, it caught me right away.
I can’t control me feelings, they won’t listen to what I say.
And worst of all is I’m fully aware of that you’ll never be mine.

Pre chorus
I know, but my heart doesn’t understand.
I know, but still I fall right through the sand.

Chorus
A little bit too much, that’s how much I love you.
A little bit too much, to be good, good for me.
A little bit too much, that’s how much I love you.
And I’ll never stop loving you, but I’m gonna get over you.
Someday, I’m gonna forget you.

Verse 2
When we are hanging out with friends, I try to act like sane.
I climb up on the roof, to get away from all the stress.
But that’s not good for me, it brings you back to my mind.
And worst of all it I’m fully aware of that you’ll never be mine.

Pre chorus

Chorus

Stick
Will I ever be free, I have to be.
Will it ever end, hard to defend.
Will my life come back, please stop attack.
Will it ever be you and me, we’ll see, we’ll see, we’ll see!

Pre chorus

Chorus
//: A little bit too much, that’s how much I love you.
A little bit too much, to be good, good for me.
A little bit too much, that’s how much I love you.
And I’ll never stop loving you, but I’m gonna get over you. ://
Someday, I’m gonna forget you. I will, I will. I’m gonna forget you, someday…

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