Zero

And here we have the other song I promised to post. And I’ve decided to try to keep my promises better from now on, let’s see how that goes… :P

Well, this is me trying to take control of my life in some way. But the song is also reflecting the tough situation trying to stop doing drugs, and waking up one day finding everything went so wrong and everything has changed…

Zero

Verse 1
What is this? When I woke up everything was black.
Do I dream? Is this a nightmare, will I get out?
Where am I? Feeling the need for more of that.
Where are you? How did everyone disappear like this?

Chorus
I struggle, and fight like, this was life or death. It is.
Slowly moving higher, closer to my freedom. And I.
Feel stronger, I’m gaining, to my own reality. But when.
I unwind, and breathe deep, I fall back to zero… Back to zero again.

Verse 2
What is wrong? Caus you this doesn’t feel like living.
Do I cry? My senses shot off, I just want more.
What is it? This thing I’m trying to find again.
Addicted? A word I never heard, what does it mean?

Chorus

Stick
Is there a sun somewhere up there? Does the sky ever run out of clouds?
Is this the consequence of my fun? My game was just for fun…
Drugs don’t seem that bad at first. But after a time the vicious circle is closed.
You can’t get out without someone, and by now everyone is gone.

Chorus X2

Outro
Drugs don’t seem that bad at first. But after a time the vicious circle is closed.
You can’t get out without someone, and by now everyone is gone.

I feel so sorry for everyone who accidentally fall into an abuse of some kind…

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The Devil

Hey again! I’m sorry I forgot to post my lyrics earlier, but I was all soaked up with writing and listening to music so.

But now I’m here and this is ”The Devil”!

I guess you’ve heard the story about the woman who keeps forgiving her husband, even though he always physically abuse her again and again. This is a story like that. About him getting drunk and becoming the devil (doesn’t necessarily has to be the man, could also be the wife abusing.)

The Devil

Verse 1
My boyfriend, is so lovely. He gives me roses on our anniversary.
If I’m sad, then he notice. Quickly he speaks to me, cheers me up.
He gives kisses, over the telephone. When he’s away on business in another town.
And he whispers, in my ear at night. How wonderful our kids will turn out to be.

Pre chorus
But when he drinks, he transforms to something else.
Someone harmful, someone disconnected.

Chorus
He becomes the devil, inside my own home.
And he doesn’t keep from putting his hand on my face.
It hurts, oh yes, it hurts.
He grabs a hold of my arms, and forces me into a corner.
Then he close his fingers around my neck ‘til I cry.
The devil, he is my man. The devil…

Verse 2
In the weekends, he takes care, of our home, house and planted garden.
And our holidays, I’m so grateful, every time he lets me decide where we go.

Pre chorus

Chorus

Stick
But I can’t stop from loving him, giving him another chance again.
I convince myself that he will change, and never hurt me again.
I am naive, I don’t see, all I wish, is for happily ever after.
That won’t come, if he stays, in my life, but I refuse to see the truth.Pre Chorus

Chorus X2

Outro
When he drinks, he become the devil, I won’t get my, happily ever after…

I hope it  has affected you like I wish it to do to the reader… God bless them and help them all!

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I heart StrawBerries

Proppfull med jordgubbsgojja. Ska hoppa in i duschen nu. Sen ska jag skära upp grönsaker till grillspätten. Till sist får jag tid till att skriva klart låtarna till ”Sex, Drugs & Alcohol”!

Här är titlarna till de låtarna som jag har kvar: ”The Devil Will Fall To Zero”, ”More Than Sex”, ”Addicted”, ”Captured”, ”Deadly Combination”, ”Will Fall”, ”Listen Up” and ”Meant To Be”. Jag kommer att posta två av de som redan är färdiga, nummer 10 ”The Devil” och nummer 7 ”Zero”, senare ikväll så titta gärna in då om du vill läsa dem… :D

Ha en fortsatt bra midsommar allihopa!

Kramar till dig, för du är värdefull!

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Glad midsommar!

Jag orkar inte skriva något särskilt… Har iaf bestämmt mig för att göra klart albumet ”Sex, Drugs & Alcohol” helt idag, passande för högtiden då många ungdomar super och så…

Ha en glad midsommar!

Kramar från en inte så somrigt klädd Elin, men somrig i sinnet är jag!

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