It’s done… And I’m standing here naked. Nothing protecting me. Uncovered for punches. But I’m ready, ready to take whatever you want to punish me with.
I don’t mind. I know I deserve it (do I?).
Come on! Hit me! Get it over with! COME ON! Hit me so I can make these tears stop falling all the time! Close this chapter. You are the only one who can do that. If you really love me, do this for me, close the chapter and leave it behind…
Please?
I’m sorry! But please, understand…
Regret I Ever Got To Know You
Verse 1
You think that I don’t understand,
but don’t you underestimate me now.
If someone would know that’d be you,
caus I confess to you, and only you.
Why I open up to you I can’t tell,
but it might be because I trust you.
Trying to give me hints of love,
and I sure see them clear as ice.
And I wonder why you can’t see mine,
me trying to define us just friends.
You are blinded by your feelings,
that you’ve created for me.
Chorus
And I hate it when you look at me,
it reminds me of how sad you feel.
It makes me regret I ever got to know you.
If I hadn’t this wouldn’t be a problem.
But now it is, and I feel bad, having to let you down…
Verse 2
But please don’t take the title so hard,
because I know what you’re thinking.
I’m concerned about your life,
caus you talk to me like it’s at the end.
Don’t say there are no happy moments,
open your eyes and I promise you’ll see.
Remember it is you who gives me,
this destroying guilty conscience.
One-sided man you are killing me,
from inside I am freezing to death.
You are blinded by your feelings,
that you’ve created for me.
Chorus
Stick
And I don’t care how long it will take,
I’m gonna keep explaining this for you,
until you understand.
Please look at it from the outside now,
what you are doing to my life,
try to understand.
My heart leaks floods of tears on this,
I can’t help but blame myself,
for your misery.
I could go on forever about it,
you’ll keep refusing to see,
what I feel.
Bridge
You are blinded by your feelings,
that you’ve created for me.
Chorus
Chorus
Outro
Please, I beg you, stop blaming me.
Please, I beg you, just let me be.
Please, I beg you, I feel so low.
Please, I beg you, just let me go.
I feel bad, having to let you down…
You know…
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Here is the 11th song from the ”SDA”-album. My short explanation on the docx-file:
”Life for someone who is addicted to alcohol, and because of that has become homeless.”
I can only imagine how horrible life is for someone like that. The unsecurity, the worry, the sights from people passing by. The humiliation. I wish there was a way for me to help everyone…
Addicted
Verse 1
The birds fly high above the earth.
My headache refuses to go away.
I get up from the blanket beneath.
A hungry cry from my stomach.
Far away I know there’s a home.
One I had to leave long ago.
Worried about the winter ahead.
Wishing for the cold not to come.
Pre chorus
Life on the street, without a safe home to lean back on.
Really on my own, without anyone who can help me up.
Chorus
It was never meant to go this far.
My early years was all about the excitement.
This was never meant to be reality.
Somehow I let myself be controlled by the booze.
My homeless circumstances,
are the effect of me being addicted… Oh, oh.
Verse 2
Sitting on the park bench again.
People passing by throwing sights.
The depression isn’t my worst trouble.
My human rights is long ago burned.
Pre chorus
Chorus
Stick
If I could make the past different,
I’d keep myself from drinking at fifteen.
I’d proclaim for parents to inform,
their children about the risks of this.
Don’t you see how dangerous, this habit can become?
Look at me, look at me, and you will see, how this could be!
Pre chorus
Chorus
Chorus
It was never meant to go this far.
My early years was all about the excitement.
This was never meant to be reality.
Somehow I let myself be controlled by the booze.
My homeless circumstances,
are the effect of me being addicted…
//: Don’t get addicted! ://
Please tell me what you think about it… 
Thank you for reading!
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Good morning everyone!
I landed in front of the computer today again, anyone surprised? No, I didn’t think so…
Well, later today I will post another piece of lyrics, or perhaps two… We’ll see what comes out! Probably the first one I post will be the song ”Addicted”… It’s a sad story about a man who is homeless and thinks back on the days when it all began… You will understand later what I am trying to say! It’s from the ”SDA”-album btw…
Take care
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It time to say it. Time to say good night. Tomorrow has arrived. And it starts to be painful to yawn. So here we go. I’ll do my best. Okay. Now. Let’s do this. Here it comes.
GOOD NIGHT EVERYBODY!!!!
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